Leon, 15, is riding his bike, to clear his
head. Some of his thoughts
My friend Jonathan can watch as much TV as he
wants. But I get an hour a night. I can't even watch a movie. And
meanwhile they stay up and watch a movie after I'm in my room. Is
that fair? No -- it's not.
They treat me like it's the Dark Ages. They
don't want me to read magazines, for God's sake, if they've got
articles on sex in them.
When my father gets mad at me, if I yell at
him he kind of pushes me into my room. I want to push him right
back.
Mom never stops him. She never takes my side.
I'm sick of her. She pretends that she loves
me and then she lets him browbeat me.
If I complain, she doesn't care. She doesn't
listen. She doesn't understand. I'll be talking to my mom when we're
leaving the house in the morning and she just does her nod thing
-- uh huh, uh huh -- and meanwhile she pretends to be listening
but she doesn't have a clue what I'm saying -- not a clue.
They treat me like a baby, and I'm old enough
to do whatever I want to do. They don't want my friend Max in the
house, because they smelled smoke on him once. Give me a break.
Why do they have to be so strict?
They say they're going to let me get a dog and
then they don't. All of a sudden, they say that they don't think
that they can trust me to take care of the dog. Of course not. They
don't think I could take care of a pet rock.
They have no faith in me.
So what if I burn scented candles in my room?
I do it safely and I like the smell. Mom has a fit. She thinks I'm
covering up the smell of something. Like I was smoking
pot in the house. I don't even smoke cigarettes.
I'm sick of them not believing me. So I wear
my clothes a little torn. Is that the end of the world?
I'm going to dress the way I want to. And have
the friends I want. And one day I'll have my own house and I'll
watch TV all day. And you know what, they won't be able to say a
word.
They think I'm so bad-wait until I make some
trouble. Some real trouble. Then let's see what they do!
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